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child_of_luv ([personal profile] child_of_luv) wrote2006-08-15 08:42 pm
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Another Fight?

There's rumors flying around that Duo-kun was in a fight! I hope he's okay... I can't believe people are fighting each other!

[identity profile] the-big-violin.livejournal.com 2006-08-16 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
There have been a LOT of fights lately...I don't see it going away anytime soon.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-16 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
We need to find a way to make it stop... This place is so small that, if we fight each other, things will just keep getting worse.

[identity profile] the-big-violin.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
I would help, but I'm in my own fight as well...

[identity profile] the-big-violin.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
It's a bit of a story. I sorta got in a tiff with Rai-chan...ya know, the guy with the funny, green hat? The other leprechaun?

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Yes... Rai-kun...

Are you two okay?

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes, fighting is the only way to deal with things. Be glad no one's died yet.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Well... sometimes... but not all the time! And you should always try to talk things out first.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
Talk things out? wtf is that supposed to do?

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
It's supposed to calm things down before they get out of hand and become physical.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Got news for you: It usually doesn't work.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
That doesn't mean we shouldn't at least try.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Who's this we?

I gave up on talking things out years ago.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry... that's sad that you've given up.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
The part of me that would consider it died long before I met Schwarz.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing's ever truly gone if you search for it... But... I suppose we all have our secrets.

Schwarz? Oh... that's the name of your team, right?

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Team...group...unit...whatever you call it.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm...

How long have you been with them?

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
And? They're all you know, is that it?

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I know the streets, and I know Schwarz.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Then perhaps you should try to learn something else... there might be something out there worth your time.

*small smile*

Just a thought.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's too late for me.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
You keep saying that... yet, you're still only a teenager.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
A teenager in physical age only.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Perhaps... do you plan to die of mental old age?

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
When I die, it will likely be violent.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
That's not what I meant, really... I was just making a point.

*sigh*

I just... I wonder. We had to have brought here for a reason. Don't you think it's possible to have a new start? It's a completely different world here.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
A new start? Blood doesn't wash away that easily.

And there's no escaping what it is that I do.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't escape what I do, either. But... there hasn't been a need for it here. So, if there's no need for what I do, then why am I here? Why are any of us here? In this desert? If no one hires you to be an assassin... then what will you do? Nothing?

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I will do what it takes to remain myself and remain sane.

Training new abilities takes a good amount of time, after all.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose.

But... staying sane... isn't that just something we all try to do in our own way?

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. Even Farfarello has his own method of staying sane, although most would not recognize it as such.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
If there's no work, then all you do is merely exist? In a way, that's sad. *looks upset*