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child_of_luv ([personal profile] child_of_luv) wrote2006-08-15 08:42 pm
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Another Fight?

There's rumors flying around that Duo-kun was in a fight! I hope he's okay... I can't believe people are fighting each other!

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I know the streets, and I know Schwarz.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Then perhaps you should try to learn something else... there might be something out there worth your time.

*small smile*

Just a thought.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's too late for me.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
You keep saying that... yet, you're still only a teenager.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
A teenager in physical age only.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Perhaps... do you plan to die of mental old age?

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
When I die, it will likely be violent.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
That's not what I meant, really... I was just making a point.

*sigh*

I just... I wonder. We had to have brought here for a reason. Don't you think it's possible to have a new start? It's a completely different world here.

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
A new start? Blood doesn't wash away that easily.

And there's no escaping what it is that I do.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't escape what I do, either. But... there hasn't been a need for it here. So, if there's no need for what I do, then why am I here? Why are any of us here? In this desert? If no one hires you to be an assassin... then what will you do? Nothing?

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I will do what it takes to remain myself and remain sane.

Training new abilities takes a good amount of time, after all.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose.

But... staying sane... isn't that just something we all try to do in our own way?

[identity profile] chibicrawfish.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. Even Farfarello has his own method of staying sane, although most would not recognize it as such.

[identity profile] child-of-luv.livejournal.com 2006-08-17 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
If there's no work, then all you do is merely exist? In a way, that's sad. *looks upset*